when you don't fit in but your never really 100% why
because you dress different? look different? laugh at different things?
i sometimes seem to forget the social Hierarchy.
i didn't realise how vicious and vindictive those above you can be.
well that was until i hit earth again with a thud when it came to friends,
and how easily someone so close to you can turn away from you. cw.
and those close to you talking about you constantly giggling away,
call me a paranoid bitch all you want, I'm not a thick shit.
but honestly, when the people you hate most can tell you the truth, you know some serious shits gone wrong somewhere. so here i am complaining about my problems when i should be fixing them right? wrong. i can't fix them its gone way way way beyond fixing point now, i tihnk rather than forgiveness, this problem leads to one solution, revenge.
so whats gone right in my life so far this holiday?
uhmmmm.....nothing.
call me a paranoid bitch all you want, I'm not a thick shit.
but honestly, when the people you hate most can tell you the truth, you know some serious shits gone wrong somewhere. so here i am complaining about my problems when i should be fixing them right? wrong. i can't fix them its gone way way way beyond fixing point now, i tihnk rather than forgiveness, this problem leads to one solution, revenge.
so whats gone right in my life so far this holiday?
uhmmmm.....nothing.
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